MRW I get aroused by thinking about how I’d look if I transitioned, but when that’s no longer the case I feel indifferent about how I am currently and wonder if I really am NB or it’s just some fetish. It’s hard to describe what I mean and just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I thought the local planned parenthood offered HRT bcuz it would let me select the option for “transgender hormone therapy” when trying to make an appointment. I just tried to make one & it gave me an error. None of the local PP offers HRT. I need to go across the state for it & now I just wanna die