So this is gross and sad

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How it felt to walk past my bedroom door.

2yr ⋅

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I realized in EMDR that I didn't remember the other half of the closet. I remembered that I sat on the edge of the bed to watch TV and would feel something to my right that would trigger me to run like my life depended on it. I can't remember what or who made me feel so afraid in that room.

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Inner Child work feels so awkward.

4yr ⋅

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anger, grief, sadness, and gaslighting.

2yr ⋅

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Inner child in the style of Hikari Shimoda.

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The dinner guest

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Drawing how my cptsd feels

5yr ⋅

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Grief, confusion, and emotional flashbacks. I feel like drawing is the only thing i can do to be okay right now.

5yr ⋅

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An (art) journal entry about my mom denying and invalidating my trauma and ignoring the consequences on my life. As long as she can stay in her comfortable delusion she doesn't care...while I suffer alone, not remembering what happened or who did it no matter how hard I try, It's fucking killing me.

3yr ⋅

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