my mom told me she finally got some appointments but one is almost 2 years to the day since i came out and all i can think about is how i would've rather started self medding so long ago and never come out to her in the first place because of course everything is so much worse than it could've been...
i'm panicking so hard my hair is all i have and my mom is trying to nag me into cutting it short and i wanna cry when she showed me what she googled it was 'long hairstyles for men' even though i'm 17 and out to her and all the styles were like less than half the length i've grown out over 3 years...