i hate every single thing about myself and my very existence so much it's debilitating3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
my brain can no longer imagine scenarios by itself so I go to a certain subreddit to help now 🙂🙂🙂3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
like the very last thread holding up my sanity gets absolutely incinerated by a ww1 era flamethrower3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
not exactly a fan of how apathetic i am toward almost everything in the world and news. I've questioned if I'm psychopathic (or sociopathic? I forget the difference) cause my reaction to anything bad now is literally the oh no! anyway... meme. I just dont care anymore. I'm tired3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
on today's episode of making impulse purchases, I spend $200 on a soldering iron kit and accessories. and a $30 precision screwdriver set3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
spent the last 2 hours wanting to play cod but not doing it cause I can't bring myself to sit up and reach over for my controller lol3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
you ever chilling after having one of your extremely rare okay days, you take a breath in, and as you breathe out you can just FEEL that flip switch inside you and inside your brain and you can only go uh oh, here we go again. and the avalanche begins3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
driving into a tree sounds a whole lot easier than trying to fix everything I am and have become in the last decade3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
I actually went to bed before 2 AM last night, so naturally, I'm staying up till 3 tonight 😃3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
the knife sharpener I bought as part of an impulse purchase spree works 🙂3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
I really want to reach out to someone I know i really shouldn't but I'm fuckin sad and lonely and I miss them and I miss their voice and I miss feeling wanted. please help3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
I decided tonight was a good night to spend over $200 on shit 🙂3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
the urge to down this bottle of 100 benadryl grows every day 🙂3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
anyone else feel like there's this rotten disgusting version of you in your head constantly trying to get out so you spend all day every day fighting your own head cause the fucker saying people are horrible, be even worse back won't shut up with these stupid fucking insecurities3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/TrollCoping
I've been distancing myself from my favorite person (also my only friend lol) cause my mind is doing the thing where I decide for them that they hate me and I'm nothing but a bother, and being self-aware does nothing for me lmao i wish i was never born3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/MadeOfStyrofoam
im not exactly too fond of myself and this is a big reason why 🙂 I dont understand why I feel or think half the shit i do, much less where it comes from3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/MadeOfStyrofoam
I used to be the kid that would annoy a kidnapper with my friendliness. now I can't be in a public place for more than 15 minutes without panicking, it's almost been a year of drinking every day, and almost 7 months since I've made it 3 days clean from SH3yr ⋅ throawayfuckwhatever ⋅ r/MadeOfStyrofoam
