7th born kid into the cult, never really mentally in, tried engagement at 18 to a 28 y/o, tried family history mission, tried BYUI for 6 years, and tried convincing myself to keep going.Cannabis, caffeine, and comfort are the 3 things that saved my life. Avert your eyes! Porn shoulder and tattoo :O5yr ⋅ Patch39 ⋅ r/exmormon
