I, for one, welcome our robot overlords

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The last photo I took of My wife Libby, with a gift I got her. She died a week later from a pulmonary embolism in her sleep at 36. Not sure how two years has gone by.

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As a game developer myself, this had me rolling

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YOU DON’T SAY

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I keep a framed copy of this next to my desk to keep me motivated.

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After having my 1K stolen out of my car, a good friend mailed me his 2k so I could finish the game I’m developing.

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Well, then. Time for the boat.

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Custom made phone case arrived today, it’s beautiful

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Our daughter left this on my nightstand while I slept. Lord help me, this is hard.

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For the curious, I am still working on my Vita SH clone. Added a post process for crepuscular rays, based on NVIDIA’s method, with a nice separable blur to soften them up.

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The last painting I made for my wife. She died two weeks ago, we loved this movie.

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Had a dream we were talking through text, of course I knew she was dead and she didn’t. Wrote it down and made an image of it, so I wouldn’t forget it.

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High resolution textures work in VitaQuake now. It does increase load times (~15 seconds per map), but boy does it look great.

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To my fellow students/parents out there- online math of any sort kinda sucks.

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In the 5 years preceding Libby, I had lost my uncle, grandmother, mother, older sister, and my best friend. Fucking Facebook memories are the worst.

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I finally found this. This is around when I met her, 20(!) years ago. I’m the only person she looked at like this, with this sly, knowing look. Good god do I miss this.

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Yesterday was your 37th birthday. We should have been together, eating carrot (yuck) cake and taking a long soak in the bubble bath. Instead, I visited you at a mausoleum. I miss you so much- I just want to hold your hand, see your beautiful smile, hear you say you love me one more time. I love you.

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I just wanted to share this- the first Christmas we shared (2007). Didn’t tell her I was coming; she literally jumped over a couch when I walked in. I miss her so much but today I’m trying to think of happy things. I hope it can help some of you all to do the same.

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It’s been 10 months. It took too long, but we finally got this done. The last thing I could do for you. I love you, Libby.

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God damnit Facebook.

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Making a corner for Libby- I made these paintings for her the last time she was in the hospital for a month. Something about this helps a little.

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When you finally achieve perfection

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Today is month three. Leaving the Finger Lakes to head home to SC. Sunrise was beautiful. Libby always wanted to take me here, it’s a shame we never got to do it together.

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I find it in very poor taste that Richland county EMS is billing my deceased wife $527 for transporting her body. Didn’t need this gut punch today.

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Forever wasn’t as long as either of us thought it would be. I fucking hate FB memories now.

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Tomorrow is our anniversary. From the right, Brett (my best man), myself, Kurt and his brother Andrew. Kurt died five years ago from an epileptic seizure in his sleep. Libby, a little over six months ago. Good lord, give me strength to get through this.

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Mac Pro 1,1 running Server 10.11/OpenDirectory, Intel Atom dual core 2.66 running Untangle Firewall

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My wife right when I proposed to her a decade ago.

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Took our daughter to a show last night to see The Glitch Mob, NGHTMARE+Slander, and Seven Lions. Was so nice to actually have fun and see her super happy, she loves this stuff. A girl took time to talk to her and gave her some raver candy, and came back to make sure she was having an awesome time.

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Thinking of replacing the server with an XServe

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Finally got DoF working on the Vita, by shoving depth data into the alpha channel!

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Fuck me, someone finally said some stupid shit to me to make me ‘feel better’. I’m surprised it took this long. A good friend too. Not even mad, just sad as hell. (FYI CP in this context is cerebral palsy, which I and my wife both have/had).

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