im terrified of ageing and believe that everyone wishes i was dead but im also not actively suicidal which makes this a dilemma1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
i must be faking it since i don't manage to eat under [redacted] kcal like a Real disordered person! 🤡1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
me eating a piece of cake that doesn't really taste that good so the high cals aren't even worth it1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
first time seeing them after half a year and no comments? screaming and crying tbh1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
so this suicide test i took said i'm at high risk for suicide but i feel fine? is this not how u should feel1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
the doc drawing my blood: wow ur veins are so thin they're hard to find. me: thin?? 😍1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
me realising most ppl who restrict have way more low of a cal limit than i do, which obviously means i'm not trying hard enough1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
not me panicking if there's .X grams more meat in this meal than i logged in mfp1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
i feel like a fake bc my trauma is nothing compared to what others had to go through1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
that is, if i even get drunk at all bc im scared of the cals in alcohol1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
my therapist said i need to talk back to the negative voice in my head but i feel like it's useless bc i'd just be lying to myself. idk i feel like im back at square one and don't deserve to feel happy and loved1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
just found out that when i was hospitalized my mum referred to my friend as my best friend in front of her when that isn't even true (i don't believe in bffs) and she already has another bff which makes me look pathetic1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
how do ppl date?? two ppl liking eachother??? no one has ever liked me in my entire life lmfao????????1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
me telling myself i love the clumps of protein powder in my coffee that just won't dissolve1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/EDanonymemes
so im technically in a good mood but i suddenly feel lowkey suicidal bc me not getting any attention from anyone makes me feel abandoned?? makes no sense but ok1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
this is a new low for me (protein powder mixed with water, was almost undrinkable)1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/ShittyRestrictionFood
why is it so humiliating to have fp feelings. like, having an fp is already agonizing enough but the ppl in my life knowing about this affection makes me wanna throw up ngl. anyone else??1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
too many triggering things happening all at once AND i learn that dahmer had bpd i'm ⚰️🏃🏻♀️1yr ⋅ mintsugas ⋅ r/BPDmemes
