I'm reading Sex for One by Betty Dodson and learning new techniques for solo play. I didn't realize how often I hold my breath and tense up, and that going slow and staying relaxed leads to a different type of O. She calls it the sleeping beauty orgasm, aka I'm a jilling princessss πππ»ββ
Iβm an autistic human and this is what I look and think like. β¨π·π» I donβt believe in shaming/censoring people into submission or silence. π£ My body and my sexuality are both beautiful, valid parts of my identity that I am working to heal!!! πΈπΉ Thanks always for your support and kindness! βΊοΈ
I do something Iβve nicknamed βimagination meditation. I close my eyes and pretend to crawl through a tunnel of cardboard boxes. I arrive in a meadow full of little flower friends for miles and miles. They cheer and say they love me and welcome me back. βΊοΈπΌπΈπ»πΊπ· I wander in the sunshine and think.
