A scribble for you all :)
Still need to do more... much more
I am disgusting.
Saw a post something similar to this quite a while back and wanted to try it out. My urges went down a bit, but right after my brother is a fucking idiot and made me feel like total shit. Can't wait to cut tonight.
School Nurse found the fresh cuts and I ended up getting them stitched. They hurt so much this time... Everyone's so upset and frustrated at me - I don't know what to do anymore and I don't want to get better because it's so terrifying.
Had an argument with my boyfriend. Things aren't going that well, and we've only been together for 5 months. I keep fucking everything up and I feel like a tool. He's drunk and feeling like shit, and I just want to kill myself. I'm all alone and I hate myself so much...
Got it stitched up - Family's extremely pissed off though. I was too terrified to go back home and things just got worse.
Fuck the School Counselor. Only making me feel guilty and even more miserable. I fucking hate myself so much I just want to die
This isn't enough. I hate myself so much and it's all my fault. Nothing good comes from being around me. I'm a horrible person and I always end up hurting and pushing people I love away. I'm so fucked up
I hate myself so much
More more more
It's so addicting...
Should I get these stitched?
I have School in an hour... Fuck
I just can't stop...
I don't even know what the fuck is going on anymore.
Blood and water ugh
Fucking hell. It's all my fault. I hate myself so much. I might as well be dead.
Does that cut need stitches?
Everyone always leaves me. I hate myself
Poor legs that my boyfriend likes so much... Fuck him though. Fuck me. I don't even know what to do aaymore. I'm so pathetic and I have no self-control. I don't want him to leave and I don't want to lose him. I feel so shit and I'm so fucking pathetic and useless
I always fuck everything up. I'm sorry
I want to hit fat but I need to control myself even though I'm such a mess right now and a pile of shit
I deserve this
I'm so pathetic
Old Self-harm photo #7
Blade is blunt and I'm tired from everything. I'm always ruining relationships and fucking everything up. I'm not satisfied at all. I need to find new blades soon
Is my cut healing okay? It's been bleeding for 2 days
I feel so alone and miserable. All these flashbacks, thoughts and emotions. I'm broken and such a mess... I hate myself so much. Why am I even alive?
I am so pathetic and never good enough. Always being blamed and no one fucking understands. Can't even focus on anything right now.