I was told today by a random guy that I am not a shapely woman. I Know I shouldn't worry about what a strangers opinions are but it's hard. My whole life I've been considered thick/chubby. So this comment has been rattling around in my brain for hours. I hate that some men think their opinion is it!
I allways had issues when it comes to my apperance. I wanted to be pretty enough, so that everybody likes me. I wanted to be good enough, so I could earn the acceptance of others, but I allways neglected the fact, that I have to accept and especially love myself first, before others do. Let's begin.
I am very concious about my back of my body. I never go half naked around my clique and friends. Till to the point I want scrub roughly on my back hoping the scar go aways. Then I remember this body just like what my father, my ancestor had. All I need now is someone who love me like I love myself ❤
